i went to the rave and did ecstasy but the first pill didn't have any effect on me so i took one more and i took one more but the third was pure and that one felt the best to me so now another half a pill i'm rollin out of control these kids pants are too big but i'm enjoying the show cause the lights are cool and the moods real chill but i can't differentiate between the acts on the bill rub my back baby all through the night i feel so good don't even wanna fight it i'll be your audience if you give me that light show it's four in the morning now, nobody wants to go because the parking lots a boring asphault eternity take me back to allysons couch i can finally sleep but it's more like passing out as soon as i go flat and when i regain consciousness i wish i never came back cause i used to have a head but now it's just an empty box left under a heat lamp and struggling too talk and all that comes out is a grumble a groan like im getting a fax through a cellular phone and usually i'm a fan of that abrasive noise but right now, i'd settle for a box of light up toys and another long night swimming in deep bass rest up a couple months so i can melt my face again i went to a rave and did ecstasy

she's the spotlight on my stage she's the deadline on my page she's vanilla coated haze and i'm a car stalled without rage i'm such a road hog but it's her sweet fog that keeps me stoppin in my tracks and though i love her so dear lord i just don't know how i'm gonna get my old flow back excuse me, i'm kind of new at this all of this smiling shit and the overwhelming feeling that this might work out i guess i'm just used to the fear and doubt she's the sugar on my steak (?) she's the cigarette on my break she's the friday of my week now i only smile i never speak cause inaudible sounds are all that will come out when she asks me how i feel i'm the quickest tongue with someone lookin on we talk up love but i keep it real

spur them on you meant ill burn that monument for you this ones a riddle now a little cryptic innocence i'll write the sonnet and retool this sonic sex for you in this ironic sect have we lost all subtlety? it's easy to see draw that circle, you work all you want but i won't forget that face cause when i look into you i see happy endings and i still see time and space bending i still vines crawl and i still see it's all elf ivy climbs my walls to catch me when i fall and if you want to set me straight i won't stop you i am the top dog but i'm a dog all the same and if you want to dance babe if you want to dance all night i'll stand on my hind legs but i will not be tamed cause who needs shame? draw that circle with purple and pink chiffon the spotlights on you are the one its true arrest me test you will get your answer signed "dear in headlights, sincerely, like cancer" i'm signal code red, my moods gone blue i'm a player it's said but i'll change the game for you ladies and gents, i am floating in space but i won't forget that face

it's not as bad as you thought in the clear, you won't get caught but at once you become the ones who made you what you are reasons good enough for you and you've got nothing to prove and at once you become the ones who made you what you are and now you wonder were they telling the truth when they said they never ever meant to do it to you but they did and you know you what it did to you it made you do it too pour another round for the ones who let you we're all pieces of gold in the same shithole drink it up and let it rain on those who love you so when they find their way down your path they'll know the firing squads all been shot the trigger just got too hot and at once you become the ones who made you what you are another turn of the screw cycle restarting with you and at once you become the ones who made you what you are and at once you become the ones who made you what you are

hate seven six five four three two love i held it together for so long my back just got tired of carrying love songs i held it together for so long i knew you were right when you told me it felt wrong but they put that needle in me and when it bleeds they called it hotbodies i held it together for so long you took it away for so long they shined the light into my eyes and documented the dilations the number one jam in the nation sacrifice is in this season the worst thing to ever happen to me is the best thing to ever happen to you and i couldn't be any more happy for you, man the cursed thing's when you lose all your teeth as the hearse rolls by to jot down your beef and i put the needle in me and i called it hotbodies hey kitty kitty kitty speak hey kitty kitty kitty play dead i held it together for so long but now i'm getting the urge to bite down on my tongue i held it together but my little raft was tossed and lost in the sea of arts and crafts

catalog every tear and at the end of the year you can deduct them from your taxes coat your heartache in gold a diecast silver mold if it's juicy, you know it's worth platinum and i've been telling you the shit they've been selling you's kept you malnourished the noise will just flourish and the boy you love discouraged from speaking your name and i'm sorry for all that you've been through but it's on you what you're going to go through because that's just the way that it goes it's the way that it goes if you don't get it by now baby you'll never know and it's your favorite show that's just the way that it goes that's just the way that we roll i'm on the sidelines when your spotlight is about to explode smile child, with your toys in the attic you fucking love that static pretty darling, pretty babe who's gonna make the save for you now when conversation static's blue find a new pet to agree with you now and now it seems that it's a human disease the more you squirm the more displeased you grow a kitten in a box she's had too much now shave her locks off and get your rocks off on the drama high court jester, dalai lama wear that sad mask well, madonna strike a pose to your demise and feign surprise, bat your eyes spit more lies now to lubricate your name ...and god bless america... why not, right? there's a whole big world of explosions you don't always have to be in the center of them there's a whole big world of explosions you don't always have to be the one lighting the fuse oh pretty darling, pretty babe who's gonna make the save for you now? when conversation static's blue find a new pet to agree with you now oh pretty darling, pretty babe it seems you're validation's slave now when complications get you panicked just turn on your static

skarin took off after nathan broke up moved down to old s.d. got a house full of bros like lee's frat i suppose but it's still not a bad place to be testosterone crawls off of used beer pong balls i'm pretty sure styz would be appalled but it's still solid snake on brians bedroom walls so i think the boy will be alright arthur bummed around from job to job until he found his place behind the mixing table now he's an industry slave with a dream of gettin paid at 21, who the fuck wants to be stable so raise a glass for nostalgia, folks cause we've smoked too much pot to recall inside jokes we've drifted and scattered but still it don't matter we're still fucking punchtown, alright? well that one way ticket turned into a round trip cause the boys in punchtown still don't give a shit once and for all we'll yell "fuck adam paul" even though i'm cool with him now this ones for martine tendler. we love you. hey daniel q i haven't seen you in a while, at least since halloween i'm still sorry bout our big falling out i overreacted, i was 19 tj moved home from i.v. to sing l.a. the truth oh so sweet but before all of that i knew a kid in a cap in front of the house of drums on chatsworth street i also met jesse around this time he'd hooked up with every girl i would find now we work together and i rarely ever have to question if he'll be alright i'm gettin older now but i'll never forget when fenmore passed out (lights out... you can ask zack and ian about that one) jayu graduated from the art institute he's working with joel at a club making food and yeah, joel's still got that shitty attitude but if he didn't than that'd be weird oscars in frisco just tryin to make it the picture ain't pretty but he's still gonna take it my brother don't fear, you're as badass as your beard so don't shave and you'll be alright styles is making the noise your ears bleed to visions of light for your third eye to see through his girl chilled him out a lot he loves bergman and pot i think the boy will be alright josh disappeared when his broken heart feared nothing left, and he couldn't learn to hate her he resolved to live the rest of his days as a humble narrator hidden track: and if you stayed the night i would let no harm come to you. i'll sacrifice myself to the boogeyman in the name of your beauty rest. and if you stayed tonight i could promise you the sun. you'll get it tomorrow anyway, but it's still fun to say. everything i say is true. i could never lie to you. i've got nothing to do with it, but this world's got such beauty in it. the sun shines bright, the wind blows twice as hard as it'll be to sleep alone. let's go to sleep