1. |
Title Fight
02:59
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you, you're being crazy
and it's only hurting me
you keep saying nothing's changed
but the smile on my face has turned to a frown
cause the sound of the word
from your mouth
no longer coming out
for some reason or another
lover?
i don't know where we're supposed to go
let alone what i'm supposed to do
but i wanna do it with you
if you'd be my girlfriend
but the word starts to die
and i couldn't tell you why
i can only tell you what i feel is true
you want independence
and yeah i get it
but when the sentence ends with question marks
my thoughts go dark without my girlfriend
i'm losing this title fight
and i might lose my mind if you
keep keeping your defenses up
like seriously, what the fuck?
cause if i knew i was hurting you
i would so quickly quit it
this is me saying mercy
i'm tapping out you win it
you can have my heart
as if you didn't from the start
take everything
just say you'll be my girlfriend
and i'm glad if it just makes you want it more
but i'm slipping and i think i'm losing score
this is a title fight
and i'm going down this round
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2. |
Love You Always
04:53
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i spent a hundred days
cursing you, wishing you away
the things you did, the things you said
never thought i could forgive forget
for you and me were always
and epic contrast a bizarre mismatch
a history of contradictions
so add another to the books
i could not forget the looks we shared
in between the sheets that day
i hate you sometimes
i love you always
you contradict everything i know
my heads so full yet keeps on growin til
i don't know what to say
i know you hate that sometimes
i love you always
i have this nightmare
every now and again, that all of our friends
are in the bed with us
i wake up feeling nuts
and then i turn and kiss your face
but i'm not sure if you're awake
but your body fits right into mine
just like puzzle pieces
we just make sense even though we're senseless
i could sleep in you all day
i hate the sunlight
i love you always
animals in hibernation
we wake to fuck, you bite my face
you scratch me raw, nails under skin
i hate you sometimes
i love you always
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3. |
Rock Star Boyfriend
04:17
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i saw you at the show with your rock star boyfriend
i shot you a hello, a cheap attempt i tried to pretend
that i didn't like have a big crush on you
back in the day before his band blew up
and sometimes i think of you
even though i know i wouldn't stand a chance
i dont fit in to leather pants and
i don't wear eyeliner and
baby you've tasted the finer things in life
but i saw you at the show with your rock star boyfriend
the two of you in the corner all alone
i think you were tryin to pretend
that you don't occasionally think of me
or check out my myspace page to see what life
could be like if you stuck to earth
for what it's worth
i think we live with the same curse
because we're opposite sides of the coin
but the changes adds up to the same sum
we all know everybody but we don't know anyone
i don't hold a flame but i know your name
i assume you do the same, we're one
we all know everybody but we don't know anyone
i just wanted to say whats up
i saw you at the show with your punk rock makeover
and i laughed because i didn't take you for one
to rock the big takeover
back in the day in was reppin it
and you were all up on some emo shit
but i did hear you jumped from scene to scene like lilypads
you acted like you didn't recognize
but i saw you tense up when i walked by
don't worry doll i won't rat out your past life
and if you stick around long enough in this town
everyone you know gets lost and found
i just wanted to say whats up
i just wanted to say whats up to you
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4. |
Miss 2008
04:08
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i'm not gonna wait a whole nother year for you
to be frank, i should've been over you by october
i showed that i cared, and you went your own way
left me on my own, great
it's not that i need you, i just can't seem to shake it off
things were great in april
in summer we became stale
guess i was tryin to save you
you had to do it for yourself
but i deserve better
again i sing love letters
i had your back, you had a year
when midnight strikes i'll disappear
miss 2008, it's really been great
but i'm not gonna pine through 2009
i'll miss 2008 but i won't miss missing you
you have until midnight to figure us out
go get all nostalgic
i know i get heartsick
thinking over what i could've told you
in different words, in words more well spoken
but mine came out broken
but at least i was there, and i showed that i care..
i'm repeating myself
i'm sorry that i let myself go
but know the whole time
i was hoping you'd lend me a hand
turns out even kings can flop
but now i'm back on top
and next years gonna be the shit
you've got one last chance to be part of it
you have until midnight
like that one episode of the o.c.
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5. |
Attention
03:20
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atten hut!
pretty baby needs attention now
claws out as you spiral, spiral down
cause you know at some point you'll snag something
and you're feeling unfulfilled like monthly
you know he's there and he doesn't even care
that you keep on talking about yourself
little baby loves attention now
don't care from where it comes about
communication never was your strong suit
but good persuasion could make all other points moot
you're not aware, or maybe you don't care
but you keep on talkin about yourself
so if you don't have eyeglasses
you better grow glassy eyed
cause this is 0 to the motherfuckin 8
and everybody under 25
needs their parking validated
and if you dont have patience
you better get a megaphone
cause this is L to the motherfuckin A
and we left all our manners at home
but back to what i was saying...
little boy needs attention now
cause you know that the show is all about you
wave your hands a lot so rescue can save you
from an island where nobody wants to hear you
and your opinion in every conversation
don't they fuckin know who you are?
i'm just praying you get every
morsel of attention you deserve
cause if you don't i'm sure
the next time we talk every single word
will be about what you've been doin
what you've been saying
you've been screwing
i hate to interrupt you
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6. |
The Answer
06:12
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you get in a funk, you get out of a funk
my body's hot with a fever but i ain't sick
and my hearing's so tight i hear a pinprick
my ian ziering nightlight will never go out
and when i grow up, i'm blowin up
i'm leavin no doubt
no, i don't know where it's all going and
no, i don't know whens the next showing and
no, it doesn't like, freak me out
don't doubt your fear but i do fear the doubt
if you know what it's about, you've probably been fooled
some go to work and some go to school
and some like to stay confused all their lives
they wait for an answer
that only comes when you die aye aye aye
you're never gonna find the answer
you're never gonna find the truth in life
so just live
some live to love, but they don't love to live
some give up hope but i hope that you don't give up your spot
because you think you've been playing it wrong,
nah, you're playin it right, they just don't like your song
and so you put on your headphones like "fuck it"
nobody has to like it if you love it
it's yours! and that's all it's gotta be
haters get mad cause they're too blind to see that
life's too short to maintain regret
in not being able to expand to prog rock dimensions
if radio won't play your radio edit
make the solo even longer
seven minutes in heaven yeah
we're gonna be okay
you're not the first and you won't be the last
to think by talkin big you can outrun your past
those ghosts don't go away
but they might chill in the attic
if you keep your windows clean
and let the sun wash out the static
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7. |
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my legs are wrecked and tired as shit
i don't regret a moment of it
but i do regret not kissing you last night
my jaw is tight my lips are raw
i don't remember who we saw
but i do regret not kissing you last night
so can i see you now
so i won't lose any more sleep?
can i fix whats wrong
before i fall in too deep
i wanna know
if you regret not kissing me last night
my face feels odd. did i inhale dirt?
i only remember us flirting
i do regret not kissing you last night
lie awake in bed, no love
maybe it could be the drugs
but it could be me not kissing you last night
so do i call or do i text?
i never know what to do next
i do regret not kissing you last night
i do regret not kissing you last night
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8. |
Another Dream
04:40
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lord help me
last night i had another dream
and i guess it seems you can't
promise your mind those kind of things
you can frown baby if you want to
but gettin down's the best thing that you can do
that city's calling out your name
and if you find you're wakin up without her
its still a new day so why get down about her
tomorrows just a dream away
i had a dream all good people stayed the same
and all the assholes could at least admit they're lame
dream of a world without a single poisoned kiss
i had a dream it could be better than this, so sue me
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9. |
Rock and Roll
03:36
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you'll never love anyone like you'll love the first one
who broke your heart
you'll never lust like you lusted over the one who taught
you no one can be trusted
ill drive 1000 miles
ill drive 1000 more
in a testosterone box
just to obtain the cure
and with every empty bottle
and every drunken text
i'm gettin one mile closer
to the one who loves me the best
i got a kiss from rock and roll
and now i know
we're on top, love
we're all in on the joke
and i'm gonna laugh until the house lights rise
i'm a whore for the encore
but i swear i'll still act surprised
she can't decide
when it was she died inside
but now they'll all have to cry
to catch up with her
he never stops
self involved, a world of props
he covers up his cracks with neon words
keep lookin for that window
of opportunity
not to communicate, no
but just to speak your piece
with every empty bottle
and every drunken text
im gettin one mile closer
to the one i love the best
turn up the bass and disinfect the wound
take a shot and pray your salvation comes sooner
than the hangover you earned from chasin range rovers
with cryptic license plates
"boy you only love the chase"
she was right once when she split you open
but now you've grown, so quit your mopin
you've found an out and it comes from within
the embrace of a safety pin
o brothers, o sisters
here's a needle for your blisters
behind the speaker lies the pearly gates
god is good but the devils great
and you should check out his new mixtape
he's got one on there bout a pretty place
where all good soldiers go
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10. |
Reset the Preset
06:35
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where do we go from here?
raise a toast to the death of your childhood fear
your little hell came crashing down
and the worst that you have found
is you were right in thinking that
things get fucked sometimes
and maybe paranoia pays
but it's the cheapest wage
rotten food on your plate
to make it through the day
and yes the sweet things she will say
they may very well be fake
but they leave a pleasant taste and you will
never know for sure anyway
i hate to turn down the white noise
but we mightve been wrong all this time, boys
reset the preset and hit the eject
i reject my instinct to detest
pain only makes you stronger
and helps keep your hard on longer
i flip the switch on my nervous twitch
lifes a bitch but that aint exactly news
let's make another toast this time
we're gonna need some limes
cause we're drinking the hard shit to bullshit rhymes
we drink to numb the pain
and to forget her name
but we love getting shitface so what the hey?
i hate to turn down the white noise
but we mightve been wrong all this time, boys
reset the preset and hit the eject
i reject my instinct to detest
and my involuntary need
to freak the fuck out when i start to bleed
my middle finger just ain't what it used to be
she flew her spaceship into the flames
a kamikaze mission to prove he's lame
he reads her face against the light
wondering how she's picking him apart tonight
if i died on my way home tonight
would you say that we left things alright?
and yes the sweet things she will say
might all just be the game she plays
but let her prove you wrong someday
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11. |
Me Vs. The Telephone
05:19
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a slight delayed reaction
thoughts caught in transit
slap a dull smack to the conversation
ripple, dissolve impatiently
the astronaut just drifts and drifts
the customers should get right pissed
apologies-- he's got his own shit
like every time we talk on the phone
i'm sorry but i seem to find
some fossilized bones that i've
just got to reconstruct into
a model home at the moment
but it's just a title fight:
me vs. the telephone tonight
cattle graze, diverted gazes
setting fire to the myth
one day our social awkwardness
could erect a great monolith
of cellophane and pain
laid tight with light production value
his hooks could rid the world of doom
if he could just keep up
and every time i'm spacing out at dinner
it's not cause of you
it's always some lame shitty inner struggle
i'm putting myself through
like either i never know whether i am
pulling it off or eating shit
or thinking of a melody that kind of sounds like this
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12. |
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she's leaving on a plane for real this time
shedding the pain at the scene of the crime
and maybe she's right and in due time
the wear and tear will disappear
she's leaving him again
a broken mess of a superman
with a sack lunch of big words
too hard to digest
restless he wrestles
to him its a test
that he seems to be taking every year now
and i'd love to say go find yourself,
but i could really use your help
in this valley of hollywood scars
i know firsthand it's shitty
but when the sun goes down on studio city
i'll set chatsworth on fire
to show you how pretty you are
suburban brush burns fast
burns every page but the last
and maybe youll escape your past
but i'm asking you to stay
and let me help you find your way
it's not like to heed the things i say
but i meant it when i said it
we'll figure it out someday
find a country where you'll always be right
and hold it to those who've hurt you like a hello kitty knife
but three or four hours into that flight
you're gonna realize that i was the love of your life
if i made you a promise that this song was better
than all i wrote for you before
would you ever consider letting me write you a whole lot more?
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13. |
Gold Heart Black Heart
09:07
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city of angels, city of angels
clip their wings and watch them fall
heres where they seem to settle
warlords, whores and troubadours
each with an alternating score
wipe the pavement with dead skin
call out the blackest kettle
his bones are brittle
but he plays the only keys he knows
while his friends are outside playing in the snow
and oh the characters you'll find in a place like this
infected rooms taint feng shui wounds
we all love an original sin
like this one, gods favorite son
self taught in self made shoes
he don't play no fucking showtunes
but he sure can sing the blues
and his song goes:
"i'm tired of paying for the sins
of a teenage kid when
i've grown out of that shell
and i've buried it deep
if that boys all you see
then baby you don't see me
and i dig my state of mind
cape and cowl is all you'll find
there's no frightened little prick
for you to pick apart now"
come in baby, take a seat at the bar
good looks like that in this town
will take you as far as you wanna go
just don't let em know about your secret
don't ask me how i know but trust me i'll keep it
i'll keep it to the grave
doctor doctor can you help her?
her chest is always feeling weak
her eyes are crying all the time
but there ain't no emergency
she's always lonely and
she can't figure out why
she's got this trail of broken heart
following behind her
she is diagnosed two hearts within
one made of gold, one black as sin
eternally they struggle to define
what she is inside
so play a tune for me
tell me everything in song
i'll give you what you need
to let yourself be strung along
there's a part of me that needs to breed
with young mens seeds of truth
but theres a part of me that seems
to only breathe to destroy you
she can do it, i've seen it before
left em crying, lying on the floor
so don't play savior now
it's a monster, that you can't slay
it's all play or be played
and she's going to make you hurt
if you give her any worth
yeah in theory she's "the one"
but the curse can't be undone, no
good father mother fucker
what the fuck did you do?
you're readin hieroglyphics
even i can see it's bullshit
but baby you never knew
what's that you said about finality?
who gave you the authority?
who gave you that kind of control?
i guess i did
is being a good soul a hobby?
something you just do on the side?
cause i know the push the pull the tear
all the abusive care
is what really makes you feel alive
and no one knows nothing bout eternity
no matter how many films you watch
and any notion you hold that you feel makes you right
is just a crutch
so stop, just stop
but you can't stop, and you won't stop
so i will
i lost my head and she told me i looked good in a hat
i loved her truly and she hated me for that
i think i contradicted what she was taught by her dad
that she would never deserve love
and that was that
still she kept me around
to feel better about herself cause maybe if she had a good mans love on the shelf
then she could be a good person after all
but baby girl you always knew that shelf was gonna fall
fuck you for being "the only one (that i could ever love)"
quotations and parentheses surround emotions that should be long dead but they're not
and instead i'm still pouring you another one
fuck you and your devilish good looks
that inspire my hooks
and keep your hooks under my skin
but now i'm cutting you off goddammit
it's the last love song on this little planet
and so now they sit on opposite ends of the bar
hes drinking rum to rinse his eyes clean of the stars
she smokes a cigarette and regrets their ever meeting
and the black heart kept beating
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